trapped in my bedroom trapped in the closet while my roommates watch the o.c. without me. i cant watch it because theyre skipping a disc and i can’t bear the thought of skipping ahead without knowing what happens to coop, ryan, summer, seth, and volchek in disc 6.

today was great i hung out all afternoon with that not-yet-a-girl-not-yet-a-woman up there. i found a pair of shoes at d.i. today that ive been searching for the past forever. i feel like such a badass in them. like i could smash major faces in them. i probably will.
November 21, 2009
trapped in the closet
November 20, 2009
my number 9
November 19, 2009
lucky duck
November 18, 2009
Bugs Life
November 17, 2009
Winston Churchill
November 17, 2009
Unnerving

im sitting alone eating pink heart cookies and inhaling the smell of pumpkin and cinnamon oils. tonight was a revelation for me. i laid tonight under the stars amidst a pile of puppies and I found myself. The universe was really showing off.

i saw into the tear in the space time continuum. nearly understood eternity. shivered. connected. cleansed.

i found my joke. being 20s been hard. but I think i’ve started accepting and embracing it. im not worrying. it’s probably the pink heart cookies and diffused oils. I havent showered in five days. what does that make me?
November 15, 2009
im watching you
no down here. lower. no lower.

i write this as i lay hanging off my couch waking up from the most glorious nap. warm, dark, quiet, and dreams filled with cookies. im watching you.











